excitement,fear, trepidation, nervousness, hapiness, anticipation , relief ,love ,regret these are some of the emotions that are running amok in my mind now... only a few more days until i see you again, i cant believe this wait is almost over.. and then will begin the whirlwind of events leading to the wedding... i have gotten to know you a lot better in the last 4 months so i dont regret this time, but i have missed you so many times... i think we have managed to be remarkably clued into each others lives which is pretty amazing.... now that the wait is we are about to embark on this new journey of marriage...i am really looking forward to it... you are so different than me in so many ways and at the same time we have a lot of things that we share... i somehow know in my gut that you are perfect for me... i cant wait to see you on the night of the 18th and be with you again... i love you raja